This is an auto-biography post of...

Jessica Tan!

I'm back in public!
Wahaha. So Happy.

I felt like a hungry ghost
being freed from hell
and roam the earth.Most of my pics are edited because i look horrendous.
But i usually anyhow edit.
Too lazy and i'm not a professional.
Ha..

I set up my previous blog with a bad mood last year...

And more unfortunate stuff followed.. one after another...

For some ppl who used to read my previous blog,
it's gone because super many BAD things happened..
Damn..

Some even used it to their advantage..
so i'm left with no choice.
*sigh*

Year 2008 had been a really tough year for me..
I've been riding on an emotional roller coaster
and it's taking its toll on me..
But i'm glad it's finally gonna end..

Let's drop the past!
I'M BACK ALIVE AND KICKING!!!

The coast is clear, the sky is blue.
I see rainbow in the sky.

Things have settled down.. and,

I'm really looking forward to a new start next year.
=)

Since this blog is mine...
It can be about me, myself and I~

I can be who i want or what i want.
I can also say whatever i want~!

If i say i'm a bee-hive, i will be one.
If i say i'm a coconut, then i am one.
Even if i say i am queen of the universe, nobody can stop me!!
Wahaha...

Let me introduce some people in my life..
I'm super duper sorry if you didn't see your photo here!!
Too many pics.. I'm too lazy to post..

Most important person in my life.
My lovely and beautiful mummy.
=)
*I love her very very much*
Ha.. My sis took a picture of my mummy sheltering me from the sun.
(Actually she's sheltering herself. WAHAHA!)

Yup, next..
The best sister in the whole wide world!!!
She dotes on me more than anything else in the world.
=)

Ok.. Not forgetting my Daddy.
Always fetching me around.
=P
I'm a lazy kid.

Ok. Family. Checked.

Next.. Relatives...
Hmm.. I'm closest to
Gina(Left) and Samantha (Right)!
(And their parents. My mummy's brother and his wife.)They are the cutest cousins ever!
(If you realised why i took so many "Hamster" face pic..
Don't blame me. Blame Samantha!!! She influenced me!! Wahaha!)

I guided them in their homework when they were young..
so they are smarter than me now!
Boo hoo!

Next.. Friends~

Primary school~
"Bestest" FriendTingy!!!
I can take one million and one pic with her
and never ever get bored of it.

Secondary school~My core clique.
Rachel, Hui Ying and Jemmie.

The best of both worlds.That's Linda, my bestie, and my lovely saggy boobs, Rachel Sia.

Next, Poly friends!
My wonderful Bei Jing Gang!!!!!!!No.. They are not from Beijing..
The 8 of us went Beijing for hotel attachment together!!

Next, Joo, my Poly classmate too.
(HAHA!)

Next, outside friends..
There are Xavi, Louis and many others too...
Like THB too.. Hoping to meet her soon too~
But photo wise.. (I lazy to go steal their pics)
I only have....
Pretty Clara!!!

We understand each other because we been through
the same hell together before..
But that made us stronger!!
*Hugs*

We soooOOO wanna exchange job with each other.

Haha!

Clara, I can give you my little monsters!!!
Let me fly for you!!

Yar rite...
I so ugly.

Haha.. Kidding..
I love my little innocent monsters..
=)
I told them to put on mask..
because they are wayyyyyy too cute!!!
In case you guys go kidnap them.

I used to have longgggggg hair..
(Ok. not thatttt long.. but still...
i kinda like it..)Actuallyyyyyyy...
I like it very much.

But....
My life philosophy,
"Never try, Never know."
Often get me into trouble.

So i tried something with my fringe.
And trim my hair shorter.
Regretted it.
Became a dorky doodie fringe.
Regretted.

Then i decided..
"Forget it! Just do something drastic and get it over and done with."
Which became anime style?
Some people think it's cool. some think it's werid.
I think it's horrible!

So i went to cut my hair again!
Real short now.

I think my hair has nerves connected to my facial muscle..
After i cut it..
I looked like this.
Yar.. I walked around like this too.
Muscle spasm.
Hai..

I have a fringe that drives me insane..
Supposed to be straight heavy bangs..
But it kept going tothe side..
*Grits teeth*

I have to keep closing that stupid "window"!It refuses to stay straight..
Plus it gets quite very wavy at the end of the day too..
I have natural wavy and frizzy hair. So i rebonded it.

If i want to cut bangs again...
I might as well run towards the wall..
and
bang myself into it.

Please remind me not to cut my hair!!!!
Why do i keep forgetting?!?!??!?!
Arggh!

Even if i cut my fringe or hair short..
Please make me love it!

God bless me!!
God is my faith and hope.

Oh.. Not forgetting,
My GIANT breed Hamster!!My sis and i love to buy giant breed instead of the dwarf breed..
They are so tiny.. so fragile.. so afraid to handle them.

But giant breed are sooOO different!!
They are so big and cuddly!!!

The local ones, only gets big when they are quite old..
But my baby hamster is going to be the same size as baby guinea pigs.
LOL!


Did i tell you, I'm a human in the day,
and a vampire slayer @ night?Hahaha.Ya rite.

Everybody is a cam-whore in nature.

Don't tell me you are not!!
BULLSHIT!!!

I'm often seen taking photo with Canon camera!
Always advertising for it..
Canon company, Will you hire me?
Haha..
Then i don't need to work..
Just take photos everyday..
What a wonderful life~~