I wish i'm born into a caveman family.

Taken from gettyimages.

Where husband hunts for food to feed the family.

While wife waits for her responsible husband to come home,
BBQ wild boar for dinner.

Children running towards their loving father when he's back~

It's a dream..
That can never be fulfilled.

I wish i can create my own.
Or at least someone to help me believe again.

Life is so full of misery.
I kept wondering, "Why are we on earth?"

God has yet to answer me.

I'm still searching for the answer.

I keep telling myself that my life is so much better than others.
It's true.

But i wish my mum has a better life.

Every single second at home,
i have to think what to say
and what not to say to her.

I feel i'm strapped to a time-bomb..
I don't know when it'll explode..

I wish i could help.
But I feel so helpless.

It's not time..
Not yet..
But i can't stop it.

I want to..
but i have limits.

For now, there's really nothing i can do.

It's time..
When?

I don't know.

I wish for a good surprise again.
Can it come before this happen?

I wish my dad's business is good.
For now, i really wish it's very good.

Wishful thinking.

So what if it's really good?

Will it help?

I wonder again.

I just want a simple life.

A very simple one..

Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple.. Simple..

I guess chanting wouldn't help.

Forget it.