What would you do?

TO RISK OR NOT TO RISK?!!!

Oh Gosh..

I hate this question..

It's been in my head ever since i stepped into my hall.

I love hostel life...
It's really fun..

I like the activities..
Other than the frequent trainings (hehe..)

But!!!

I have two important roles next semester..

Yet... I won't know if i get to stay next semester..

What if i contribute a lot to my hall..
and affected my studies because of it..
Yet i don't get my hall..

Should i take the risk??

Can anybody answer me?!!

Actually many people already answered me,
plus i know many other ppl will give me the same answer..

"It's really up to you.."

DUH!
I know i'm the one making the final decision..
That's why.


I wish i can read into my future...

Predict what's gonna happen.

I need this power so badly.


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