I'm getting old, maybe dying.

My entire joints ached now.

I feel like i'm getting old.

Maybe i'm dying from some terminal illness.

Ha.. actually this is my second time getting it.
The doc once said, it's virus attack.

I'm going to see a doc tmr.

Even the joints in my fingers ached as i type.

I held my lap-top yesterday,
felt a sharp pain in my wrist.
Almost dropped my lappy.

Then i walked normally and for no reason,
i sprained my ankle.

I was jumping for filming the other day.
I think i sprained my back.

Now my knees ached badly,
i walk almost with my legs opened.

Aching.

In pain.

I'm dying.

Goodbye everyone.

I love you.

Please play "Close to you" by The Carpenters in my funeral.

Christian style please.

Give me sunflowers, i don't like white flowers.

Make my funeral more cheerful.
Maybe can play, "The Show" by Lenka.
Thank you very much.

Tell the doc that i opt for all my organs to be donated already.
But i'm on medication now, so must be careful of complications.