Should i or should i not?

Should i rebond my hair again?

Really regretted cutting it short.
Now it's getting sooooOOOOOO messy.

I don't like flat hair,
but i hate my natural messy hair more.

Many complained about my messy hair since primary school.
E.g teachers.

Went Poly,
Colleen complained before. LOL.
Attachment, my managers.
Worse is.. I tied my hair and sprayed it with hair-spray.
AND STILL MESSY!

Started working and my boss complained too.
So for the first time, i rebonded my hair so that she can stop scolding me for it.

Now,
I don't wish my principal in future to complain about it too.
Worse, parents to complain. LOL.

My whole head has many many MANY strands of
damaged and curly hair.
How disgusting.
*puke*

SoooOOO irritated looking at it.