Single.

(This post is for a few ppl whom i talked to...
You know.. losing someone you love?)


Today supposed to be 2 yrs Anniversary with somebody.

But today, also marks the day that i'm single for one year~
Not even dating anybody in between. Hahahahahaha....

Oh ya. To some ppl who may not understand my definition.
To me, dating means go out with somebody, in the progress of a potential relationship, but not official.
In a relationship, means officially attached.

I think i'm used to being single already.
Like back to how i felt before i was attached.
I no longer feel that there's someone missing,
cos that feeling totally faded off.

Maybe school work makes me too busy
till i'm too distracted and not thinking about it.

I really thank God for bringing me away from the hell i went through.
I was stuck at a place where i know there's no career advancement...
But of course, i had lots of fun in that organisation... just that..
i needed more "kick", more challenges...

Not only was my career unstable, I had to be suddenly thrown into the sea alone.
The feeling of betrayal. Shock. Angst. Sorrow. Lost. etc etc etc. . . .. .

A spectrum of negative emotions overwhelmed me.
I was so lost back then, probably in depression.
And not joking about it.

I was stuck with no changes in life and surrounding
except knowing that someone is missing.
Everyday is like a torture.

Yea. To many i've said before, i crossed the roads with my eyes closed,
hoping to get knocked down by car, lorry, bus or something.
Damn bad rite. Make another person a murderer. So sorry.


Luckily, nothing happened.
Thank God.
I'll never play with my precious life again. (I hope.)


But as long as you get yourself out of the comfort zone,
do lots of things to occupy yourself...

Especially a change of environment..
It really helps.

The moment i changed my environment.
I know my NEW LIFE just began.

Never give up!
Be strong!

I know I'm weak, so i seek strength from God,
who pulled me through all the pain...
Knowing that God will never forsake me.

Now I'm enjoying my life in this heaven. SCHOOL~

In future, i will also be in SCHOOL~

But i think the feeling will be very different..
From being a student to a teacher.
Right?

DUH.