Life.

You know..

Sometimes really can't help but to feel that
IT REALLY SUCKS TO BE ME.

So u can't blame me if i always say i hope to be someone else.

I'm really damn numbed.

Speechless.

My life always go up and down.

Like roller-coaster.

Up and down.

Up and down.

UP AND DOWN.

ARG..

Why don't i just fall out of the roller coaster like Final destination?!

At least it's final.

Not like now.

Don't even know how I'll die.
Haha.
So funny isn't it?

But... I'll do whatever it takes just to make my mum happy.

I've already said many times i'm willing to give up my life for her.

So what's the big deal about giving up my chances on something.

Won't die.

Nvm.

So i'm trying to lead my "Normal" life..

Go out with friends...

Take care of my career..

Try to gain faith and trust to like someone else..
Which i can probably stop thinking about it already.
Because i have no rights to do so.
Only will make things worse.

Cos like i said, i really understand about the term, "young and innocent".

The innocent party shouldn't get involved in my messy life.

Shouldn't feel sad together with me.

Nobody should carry my burden with me.
So i shouldn't get married.


So.. that's why i'm very stressed about it.. that's why i cannot help but to agree with michelle.




End up still..

Arg. Indescribable.

Nvm... Here's some pics i took with my bestest friend, Tingy~

Went Toy R' us...
Me acting retarded with the puppets.


Our yummy spread.
*Loves Tingy!*


We seriously like to take damn unglam pics..

Then we enjoy laughing at ourselves and scolding ourselves to be so damn bloody ugly. HAHA..

Then when we took good pictures, we'll praise ourselves, "Wah! We look so pretty in it!"
LOL.. yeah.. the only time i will be very proud of myself is when i'm with Tingy..

cos i'll go crazy.. and talk nonsense.

The both of us... used to be last in class..
Now we are both teachers.

Share the same passion.
=)

It's always nice to update her about every single details of my life.

She'll listen.. be it sad or happy, she will share my emotions..

When i get damn excited talking about Ryan.. she'll also feel very excited.
HAHAHHAHA..

Then say something scary, happy, whatever, we'll be on the same frequency..
Like both very jumpy or laughing or stern when we talk about our stories of scolding our students. LOL.

Then when i talk about my family.
*SIGH*

We will get serious. you know.

the change of mood.

But whatever it is.

Thanks for sharing everything with me Ting.

And will never forget without you, i won't be here today.

Would have been dead during my saddest period of time..
In Secondary.

Then Poly.

Haha.
Love u.
=)