RANDOMNESS!

My sister has a good friend working in Ai Tong, she's the admin manager in the general office..

She asked my sister, " Where will your sister get posted to?"

Sis, "Not sure..."

Admin manager, "Oh.. we already know who got posted in."

Sis, "Oh. Who?"

Admin manager, "Oh.. sorry.. i can't tell.."

It's supposed to be confidential..

What she didn't realised is... my sister read into her words...

if she already know who got posted in...
that means I'M NOT POSTED TO AI TONG.

Because if she already know..
she won't be asking where am i going....
RIGHT?

Oh well.... But nobody knows the reason why.. cos teachers are posted according to area near your house.. and also subject specialization..
Like i called Kuo Chuan before, i didn't take English.. and they needed English teachers..
sigh.

So far.. my practicum is ok..

My NIE supervisor said she's very pleased with my effort and preparations for all the lessons, and said she's gonna put in good words for my commentary and submit to NIE.

So oh well.... now i really don't know what's next in future..

Life has been very normal..

As usual i've been damn busy in school..
Zr is damn busy with his work too. So we only meet on weekends..

My friends are also busy with school and work.

Oh well..
Nothing much exciting these days isn't it.


But sometimes no news means good news.


Not like the past... i had so much drama in my previous relationship.

Since my mum has insurance under Daniel's name yesterday... his secretary sent a birthday card to my mother under his name.
Kaoz. the moment i saw the card. i was damn disgusted la.
The thought of him makes me wanna puke.

I saw him on train last month.
then keep talking to me. so irritating.
Asked me where i'm going etc..
then i say town.. then he keep looking at me.. like waiting for the next sentence.
so i said, "meeting my bf.."
then suddenly his hp has message. when he look at his phone.
i pulled my friend's hand and walk away. when he look up suddenly,
i'm a few metres away from him. LOL.
then when he left. still dare to wave goodbye to me.
i just nodded my head.

Now.. things between me and zr are very normal..
simple. which i am really content.
but i feel more loved than last time.

Daniel seldom call me "dear" except when i'm angry with him, then he ask for forgiveness then call me that. Like so fake.

zr and i call each other "dear" more often than our own names.
lol.

Daniel never sms me that he miss me, unless i sms him first, then he say "miss ya too".

sometimes zr will sms me that he miss me etc first.

in the past, when i'm hungry. dan will be busy playing game..
ask me to wait and wait till i get totally pist off then can finally eat..
or when he's hungry. he ask me go cook for him.
=(

Now, when i'm hungry. zr prepared food for me.
=)
when he's hungry, he'll find food himself.


there are so many little things that showed a lot of difference..
that made me realised i was such a dumb fool in the past.

but can't blame me.. that was my first relationship.. i didn't know what izzit about.

also maybe because this time, it's my second now, i didn't like really love zr with those sparks or excitement of whatever..

i do care for him.. but not like those very sweet sweet kind.
like very normal..

maybe also because i'm growing older now..
and he's also quite old. LOL! Ok la.. not so old.

so more stable now.

but nobody knows anything in the future. let's see how.


P.S: Sorry i didn't check or read through whatever i've typed. I'm busy now~
But just feel like updating!

Take care guys!