So i'm free to blog a little.
Nothing much.
Life has been the same.
But i'm happy that way.
Was seeing my friend's FB status "Love hurts".
I understand how that felt.
Even before i was cheated, there were many times i was upset with my ex.
It was an unhappy one.
But this time.. i found someone right..
when it's right...
nothing will go wrong.
Just like what i typed in my FB:
Sometimes i feel like i'm not in love. I meant there's no fireworks, rainbows or butterflies feeling... Then i think again, it's because I'm already in it. I don't need those feelings.
Being stable is most important.
No excitement doesn't mean i don't enjoy meeting my bf.
I feel very very happy seeing him.
I meant really happy.
Just not excited. if u get what i mean.
That's contentment.
=)=)
I'm already starting to accept that he's gonna be the one for me.
Planning for photoshoot, banquet and housing on the way now.
He also say that I'm his wife already, so i cannot run away.
But bf said he might be going overseas for his Masters...
I really really don't want to be apart from him.
Yes, you can say i don't trust him.
I don't trust after what happened the last time.
I don't want him to be taken away.
Or if he is tempted and cheat on me.
Don't tell me what "It's a test of time".
It's all bullshit.
As much as a good man can be....
Sometimes i still feel they can only think with their *cough*
once it's "upright" they forget everything.
So i rather be around, and give him NO chance.
Really really very afraid to lose him.
I don't think i can handle it this time round.
Stupid woman who still don't understand that he's attached.
Oh well.. she also didn't know that my bf is not interested in talking to her and told me to help him reply in MSN.
LOL!
She asked, "How was your day?"
I typed, "It was great! Went out with my gf and family."
Then still dare to ask him out for movie..
IDIOT OR WHAT?!
DUH! HE'S TAKEN!! STUPID ASSHOLE.
Instead of scolding her dick-head.
I shall scold her breast-head then.
No brain.
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