Being cheated on..

Just finished reading THB's blog...

About her friend being cheated...

reminded me of my past...

i think my phobia is still there..

the inner fear of being betrayed lies deep inside.

I have moved on totally, not even remembering much about Daniel..
Just that recently, i got reminded..

I really don't want to go through all these shit again..

The pain is so bad. so scary.

The sleepless nights, the nightmares, the constant aching in the heart, the depression.

I don't want it. I really don't want it.