New Year Resolutions.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!

Alrighty.. i know it's a little late to say but it beats not saying at all~

Hehe!

School's starting next week and honestly i'm really not looking forward to it at all...

i've not felt this way about school since secondary...

that shows how terrible i feel about it...

IT SUCKS!

HELL BIG TIME!

Arghhhhhhhhhhh..

Told myself that i must make use of this holiday to read up more and do some research..

SHIT! I did nothing! NOTHING.

I just don't feel like doing it...

maybe i should be more positive bout school.

pray more too.

Alright.. enough bout school.

Let's look on the bright side.. Maybe I'll have fun and achieve more things i could ever imagine.

2010 has been great!

Maybe 2011 will be awesome!

=D

Talking like this already make me feel happier!

YES!

Don't worry and BE POSITIVE!

Just realised that's one of my new year resolution!

Ok!

I shall wait no more and reveal my goals for this year!

=)

1. Spend time with family and friends.

Whenever I'm free. I should chat with them more often.

i know i've been busy.. i lose close bonds with some of my friends.

i didn't mean to. i don't even have time for leisure when school start.

so i guess my friends gave up asking me out.

luckily bf didn't, he'll just complain, "Have gf also the same as no gf."

=(

2. Be an even better gf.

So far i think i treat him pretty well. haha! but i can be better

Even if i'm ultra angry with ZR, i must never walk away.

(That's the only weakness i must look out for)

i don't do that to friends. then the more i shouldn't do that to him rite?

just like i keep walking damn fast then he had to chase after, when he reached me,

we'll continue to argue, then he'll get angry and go home.

then i'll get even MORE angry x100 times that he left.

LOL!

it's quite stupid when i think about it.

if i didn't walk fast or keep telling him to go home, of cos he wouldn't,

he's just doing what i told him to.

HAHA!

3. Work harder in my school work

I feel i could have done more.

Bf said the way i work is "scary".

yup. almost a workaholic.

what he's seeing is only 75%..

When i was single, i worked 100%.

Not that i blamed him for the distractions... (maybe a bit inevitably)

i still thank God i know him.. but still...

i think i need to focus more and seek his understanding.

Raise my productivity to at least 90%.

Work for a better future.

4. Be positive

Not to worry so much.

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

- Matthew 6:25-34 (New International Version, ©2010)

I am actually very thankful for what i have now and what i will have in future,

although future is unpredictable, at least my vision for now looks simple but comfortable.

5. Be an Artist.

My teacher said on her first day of lesson, "You are an Artist. You have to tell yourself that."
I think she's right.

I have to be more confident.

I have to practise more.

I really got more motivated looking at my friend's work.

Honestly, although i'm an art-trained teacher,

my art work is not as good.

I know lots of theories only.

Lagging behind hands-on.

I should start creating!!!

And maybe i should really meet her up to create happy art together!!!

She makes personalized cards. You can support her at http://joyfullycaroline.blogspot.com/

i think there's a link to her works in facebook?

=)

6. Read the bible more often

As simple as that.

I really need to grow my relationship with God.

7. Stop buying things i don't need.

I really should stop spending too much money.

I should also help bf save money for our better future.

I shall not accept anything that cost more than $200 from him.

That's all folks!

I'll add on if i think it's necessary to make 2011 an AWESOME year!

YES IT WILL!

WHEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!