Oh. and random stupid issues.

Feel like posting another separate issue. From the previous post I posted few minutes ago.
LOL.


And so the money problem start.

Then ZR start to change his mindset.

Sometimes he say "Let's have kids when we're 35."

He mean i'm 35, he's 40? Or he's 35 and I'm 30?


Yesterday, we were watching TV.

About house deco competition.

There's a family with kids, so the house look kinda in a mess.

He want his house to look good so he said, "OMG. why the house looked like this? Can we don't have kids so that we can live happily?"

Sometimes, he don't want kids because he say no money.


Another issue, is his snoring.

He really snores very loud.

Like seriously.

We sleep in different rooms when possible.

Yes, me in my sister's room. He in my room.

If we were to sleep in the same room, i would nudge him in the middle of the night to ask him to sleep on his side the ENTIRE NIGHT.

Both of us wake up looking like Zombie the next day.

With super bad mood.

Especially me.
ultra depressed and tired.

if he snores, means he was able to fall asleep, snore and unable to hear himself.
on the other hand, means i have to suffer because i'll be wide awake.
yet i can't get angry with him, because i know it's unintentional
but still..... it really strains our mood and relationship.

sometimes in the middle of the night, he also wakes up frustrated and "scold" me
then i get more angry etc.

If we sleep in seperate rooms.
Not have kids.
THEN WHAT'S THE POINT OF MARRIAGE?!?!