Getting excited

I'm happy when ZR feel excited getting married too.

To me... it wasn't something I am extra looking forward to....
Moreover with all the problems we're facing... it isn't something to be so excited about.

i felt marriage just came naturally to us.
Just like we applied our BTO since early last year.
It almost felt like part and parcel of life.
okay. plan marriage. plan house. next kids.
Just plan for life.

Planning for something that's part and parcel of our mundane life,
almost felt like a chore... and the event is a money-sucking activity.

But when others or ZR feel excited or happy for me, it makes me excited and forget about all the stress and mundane feelings behind the planning.

When he's happy, i kinda realise i'm not just planning for a marriage.
But a celebration of our love.
That's the kind of feeling and happiness i get compared to "just planning".

Anyway, when he said, "can get married now", doesn't mean now.. as in..
I've got it planned out and hope it'll be smooth so hopefully we won't get anymore hiccups
and we can get married!

Last week, during dinner, he held my hand suddenly and said, "actually i'm very excited to get married with you."

Feeling blissful. :):)

Hope everything will turn out fine! :D