Thank God

Although we went through much ups and downs....

Lots of frustration for the both of us...

and even tears from me when planning this wedding...
because i feel everything is so out of control..

Date. Availability. Budget etc.

But everything is finally in control now.

We have a date to ourselves. 21 July 2012.

With this date, we managed to have a hotel and the videographer that i wanted.

Budget can stretch a bit more because i will graduate and have 2 months worth of pay.
Yea.. i know it's little. but it's still better than nothing!

because the first month pay makes a GREAT DEAL of differences in flower decos..
Instead of a $400-$500 package..
I can get up to $700 package!!
Yay!! Beautiful wedding decos!!
:D
Thats great enough for my ROM in church!

Second pay can have budget to hire videographer.

Plus... I have June holidays to plan too.

Thank God for giving us this date and thank God for the house.
Thank God for ZR as my husband-to-be :):)

Of course we know what we're getting into..
sometimes we do worry a little. not about the wedding.
but the marriage. the future.

Sometimes we'll ask each other things like "will we still be so loving in future?"

"do you think we will stay the same?"

"do you think we will be as happy as now?"

yes. we love each other now.
but what about the future.

it's scary not to be able to predict.

but i promise to work hard on the marriage.

do remind and encourage me if i start complaining about him in my blog in future okay.

at the moment, i already start nagging him.....
like seriously.
but no choice..

as mentioned he's really a messy person..
he throws everything around the floor..
open up any bottle caps etc, doesn't close back .
don't spread open wet towels.. smelly after being damp for so long..
worst of all, which drives me MAD... wet towel on the bed.

seriously... if he does this everyday, and i have to tell him everyday...
all the time.. morning and night...
seriously... how not to be naggy.
then i told him, if he stop doing all these, then i don't have to tell him...

i don't want to be quiet about it.. i'm not a maid...
i don't want to do it for him. he should learn.

haiiiiii.. lucky that's all i have to complain for now..

i keep telling him that we need a maid to salvage and maintain our marriage.
cos this nagging thing is making him irritated and me extremely frustated as well..
have maid, solve our marital woes. LOL.
I must treat my maid well because she is important to us.

HAHAHHAHA.. say only! NO MONEY TO HIRE !

;P