*SMILE*: Year 2012


This year is crazy & wonderful. Busy, but meaningful.

Like what all people say "Biggest Day of my life", it happened this year. We're married.


This year is my first time having acrylic nails. Thanks to Clara's sis helping me :)


Not often we take family pic.. On that day, we took many :) I may not have a perfect family, i love them regardless.

I walked down the aisle with my dad. The video and photos show that I'm smiling, but actually my heart was THUMPING WILDLY. Seriously... I was so nervous, I felt i couldn't breathe, I think I was hyperventilating actually. I'm glad it didn't show.


Whenever ZR is tight with his money, he would say, "Don't know if we should have the dinner or not, maybe we'll have more savings if we didn't hold it." Makes me quite guilty and piss off at the same time. I wanted to hold the wedding dinner like a big party for my mother.

Although I'm the "star" of the day, my mum is the supporting star, she's receiving lots of attention from my relatives. So while i entertain my friends as much as possible, my mum helped with the relatives.

I'm glad there are happy and beautiful photos to remind ourselves that we did enjoy ourselves that night.

We went in with the song "This I promise you" by N Sync.


We actually skipped and swayed to the song, "You are the sunshine of my life" by Stevie Wonder.

We should be thankful and happy that we did it!

Although there are times we quarreled and I feel like why should we get married in the first place.

I feel this way especially when ZR say why we should have wedding dinner, blah blah blah, then i feel I'm actually only 26 years old, why i marry so young, i can save even more money.

The fact is we are already married so we can only work hard to keep this marriage happy.

Say so much also no use right?

Let's rewind to last year.

We both took a photo at this HDB cluster map after we applied for the flat.. We imagined that we will be owners to one of the flat. The chances were slim because there's only 10 flats left and 500+ people applied for it. We prayed hard.....

This year....