New year, yet still feel like a new teacher

I've been teaching for half a year...
6 months... seems long, yet still feel like a baby.

But a super stress baby.

Feel I'm not good enough.

Am I giving myself too much stress?

Sometimes i have this tendency... want to do well...

i should just relax....

sometimes i keep telling myself hack care...

However, without conscious control, I'll slip back into feeling pressured..

afraid i'm not preparing my lesson well enough for my students, and worse, my superiors... will they sack me because i don't perform...?

i'm very very affected by how others view me...

i try not to bother.. but i can't.. i don't want ppl to think i'm lousy.

JUST HACK CARE JESSICA!

ARGHHGHGHGHHG..... :(