Contented

I've been freaking busy with school.

Never felt this way as a student before.

Although i might really grumble a lot about school.
I am really thankful to cross-over.
I've learnt so many things within these few months,
things i would have missed out if i am not offered the degree..
Thank God for answering my prayers.


Suddenly, i just really felt like blogging.

In case i forget.. or take it for granted.

Just wanna remember this time, today.
That i am really thankful to have my bf.

I don't know what will happen in future.
But at least for now. I am really happy.

No matter how busy he is with his work,
he still accompany me everywhere,
walked the whole day to search for my school materials for project.

Although he had to carry a heavy bag with his laptop,
he still offers to carry my things for me.

Knowing that i'm a student with no pay, he
offered to pay not just for food, but sometimes my materials for school too.
Of course, i won't let him pay all the time. If not, i'll be a really bad gf.
But it's his thoughts that count.

When i ask him to do something, he always does,
sometimes if he doesn't,
just a frown, or some nagging if frowning doesn't work (haha),
or being silent for 10 seconds
he'll do it. Of course, just those minor stuff.. so small, i can't even remember what now.
but just whatever things..

there's so many things he did for me, i really lost count,
or all now jumbled up together, i can't describe how thankful i am.

He makes sure i'm well-taken care of.
even to ensuring i'm not hungry, thirsty, or even cold. every detail.
Not that he checks on me.
Guys are not that sensitive and caring to the extent like our mothers. LOL!

But when i just say, I'm thirsty.. he'll search for drinks etc.
or just as i take my scarf out, then he'll ask if i'm cold and hug me etc.
Littlest things.

Of course, it's also not all the soft side.
There's times when he's firm and hard on me.
For example, sometimes i get so sick of my school work.
I really feel like giving up then i'll said, "Aiya. i don't care already la.. can pass can already."

Then he'll scold me saying that i am giving myself excuse for being lousy.
He said i cannot have such lousy attitude.
I must at least say, "I've done my best. It's okay if it doesn't work out to be the way I want. But at least i know i tried my best."
And not just say can pass can already.

Or times when I acted crazy. friends will know me.
I do all kinds of retarded faces or actions.
or say nonsensical stuff.
LOL. I can't help it.
In the past, Daniel will just say, "you crazy ar?"
then ignored me.

But this time. I found someone who love me for the way i am.
Just like the song from Bruno Mars.

There was once when i acted crazy, he laughed and said, "I love you because you're just like a little girl."
sometimes he'll either act like a kid or crazy with me. (Nobody knows. Haha~)
or sometimes he'll also say i'm crazy but he'll not ignore me.
Sometimes he'll entertain me till i had enough of myself.
LOL!!


Our 9th month just passed few days ago.
Time files. Although, it's still not too long ago,
but everything's been the same.

He's constant throughout, from our first day till today.
*Edited
Haha. I was reading my old posts, i realised i said something similar 5 months ago.
I said he was consistent.
Yup. He's still the same.


I'm contented.

I thank God if he's the one for me.
If not, I still thank God for the good times I have.

I won't know the future. I can't tell.

But i really hope for the best.
Because I've found the best.

He's just like a wish come true.Or maybe God-sent.
Cos i prayed for someone like him, and it has been answered.