I'm blessed by God. This is Love.

i know you don't really know my blog. cos i didn't want you to know for now.
or maybe i-don't-know-when.
maybe when i need to?

so i'm counting on my friends to tell me this blog in case i lose my memory.
haha.. I HOPE NOT!

Honestly, we're not together for a looooooooong time, but i felt as if we were.

Like the simplest and most disgusting humanly thing i would say and do, such as laughing, burping and farting in front of you seemed all so comfortable and probably funny too.
:P

I've never been "myself" until i met you.
I've always tried to be someone more mature or lady-like whenever i go on dates.

But with you, I can be the youngest and most spoilt girl ever lived on earth.

I can whine and pout like a kid then get away with almost anything.

Little things like having a meal.
All i need to do is find a seat, "chope" the seat by sitting down, and you'll order my food, drinks and get my utensils, if i want tomato sauce or whatsoever, you'll get for me while i stick my big fat ass on the seat.

Sometimes i secretly feel happy that you're doing all these and i purposely let you do everything..
cos I've never been so pampered by anybody.. not even my parents.

i looked at you after you've done everything for me.. you behaved normally. looking around, waiting for people to serve our food.. or start eating etc.

you didn't look as if you wanted a compliment for helping me.
you did it cos it seemed natural.

this simple thing that u did, felt incredibly amazing to me.


Although my housing issue is giving us lots of problems.

You're always so patient and understanding.
Even willing to do anything just to help.

Did i mention, actually your presence with me would suffice?

but u always did more than i ask.
sometimes i didn't even ask or utter a single word.
nor even think of it.
you did it all and more.


i hope this is not temporal.
cos we're in honeymoon stage of one year plus.

I really wish you'll stay like this till we grow old together...

no one knows what happens 10 years down the road.

but at least for now, by the way you treat your parents.
i'm comforted.

people usually say how your partner treat his parents, would be how he would treat you in future.
cos 10 years down the road, there may no longer be this sparks-flying-and-butterfilies-in-stomach love.

i'll become your family member. a wife. a mother of your kids.

how you always bring your parents out for dinner whenever we're free, gave them money to spend, buy things and food for them etc.

you're doing what your father is doing. taking care of the family.
your dad always buys food back, make sure we had our meals.
i always see him helping your mum with household chores.

i've always yearn for such a dad.
cos i don't have such a caring dad.

but i hope my husband would be.
to help me fill up this "missing man" in my life.

i'm counting on you to fulfil it for me.
(*shit why am i tearing up typing this....)

pls be a nice dad.
it affects the kid a lot.
just that the adults will never know.

yet, no matter what, i still love my daddy dearly.
cos i know he dotes on me.
when i need my dad around, he'll be around.

shit.
let's skip this sad story.
cannot take it.


back to the happy parts.

i've chosen my engagement ring!!
=D
I can only google the images...
cos the shop is still preparing the ring for me.
the real ring looked much brilliant and nicer!!!
but let's just look at the photo for now ok?
hehe!

It's the first shop i went... Soo Kee in Bishan.
i love it at first sight.
but decided to look for other designs.

after a few weeks of looking around.
went back to Soo Kee in vivo..
but not ready to buy.
wanted to look at other designs.

weeks later...
shopped around the whole stretch of shops in Wisma...
in the end... bought it from Soo Kee in Wisma.

First, second and last decision.
It's fated.

You're mine! :)

i wanted a smaller diamond...
bout 0.3 carat

we went out with a group of friends.
one of them got engaged. hers is 0.6 carat!

My bf said when he went for his primary sch friend's wedding dinner.
All the ladies at his table were comparing their rings.
Eeeks!
So he said, "You choose so small, later you go out lose to other people, come home angry with me and scold me."

LOL!
So he got the bigger carat for me.
We are not rich. so a humble one would do.

cos i only go for the design. i don't really care about the diamond.
it's just a rock.

but he's worried in future when my friends start to compare, i will mind.
so he wanted to play safe. haha!

cos i searched for the same design and realised the other shops told me that Brilliant Rose designs cannot be copied by other shops.
so if i like that design, i can only buy from them.

now i got the design i wanted and i'm happy!
zr makes me a very very very happy girl~!!
:D

ok. let the photos do the talking!

The photos are BEFORE editing.. so bear with the "awkwardness" if u feel there is.

I'm not showing all. so you won't be bored of it when i show it during my actual day.
:P

BUT I've chosen most of my favourite wedding pics here!
SO YOU ARE REALLY LUCKY!

LOL!

It's the first one at the top.

And here's what i've chosen for our big bedroom frame.

This photo signifies:
An ever-lasting walk hand-in-hand towards an infinite and never-ending journey.

Haha. Actually, I made that up myself. But we both like it and agree to that statement.
LOL!
Our self-made fairytale in reality.
:):)


Thank you for reading.