The fright & Week 9 Scan

woke up at 5.30am, was preparing for work, peed and saw blood on my toilet paper.

i was still calm. I just quickly walked to husband and said, "Dear I'm bleeding, we need to go
A & E now. 

Hubby jumped out of bed, we brushed our teeth, changed our clothes and left the house.

Usually I keep having low expectations because of all the horror true stories that I've read or known.
The first trimester is most tricky.. So i try not to be too excited or expect too much out of it.

Reached TMC.
Was calm all the way until I went to the reception desk.. The nurse was really.... slow?
maybe it's 5 plus in the morning.

I said, "I need to see the doctor now because I'm bleeding."

Not sure if she heard me, but she said, "have you been here before? who's your doctor?"
and some other questions.

 Then I couldn't hold it anymore, i started to cry, and said, "I am two months pregnant and I'm bleeding!"

My mind couldn't really answer her question I just want to see the gynae!
This is the time that I started to feel scared and really worried...
As much as there's low expectations etc, this time, i have all the hope in the world that i am not miscarrying, and my child is still living and strong.

Then my husband took over and spoke to the nurse while i walked into the small room she told me to.

Went to the small room. she checked me and i'm glad to see i've stopped bleeding.

But I realised TMC has no standby gyane! It is a clinic... i have to call my gynae down from home, and it will already be $345, plus this and that, probably add up to $600+ as said by the nurse.

Since i stopped bleeding, i was calm enough to think. We decided to go down to KKH.
Was quite disappointed actually that TMC actually don't have a gynae at all time.

I went to KKH, less than 15 min, i saw the gynae.


KKH gynae said no problem, saw the heartbeat, said everything's fine... So i went home to rest and hubby goes out.

Tuesday, again bleeding. :(

Walked in to see my TMC Gynae.. I've been having spotting ever since I'm about 5 week pregnant.

Now at home "bed-resting", but obviously I didn't, I just try not to walk as much.

Checked me and I felt relieve that she said the bleeding is most probably from womb instead of the baby. Not that I should be happy though, since it may mean trouble too.

The first thing when she saw the scan, she said, "ah.. beautiful heartbeat"

She amplified the heartbeat, "good.. loud and clear."

Phew!

We could even see baby's tiny hand near it's mouth and baby is already kicking and moving.

Say hello to my little baby!
 My little miracle baby that I thought I couldn't conceive as my cycle was crazy...
3 months of no menses, and SURPRISE! You still decide to come out of my ovary! :P

3 more weeks to complete my first trimester!

I have confident in you baby!
Even gynae dare to say most likely won't miscarry. That gave me a HUGE HUGE relief!

With that, I'm considering to tell my mum already...
:)
Hope she'll be as happy as me! Wonder what's her reaction. Hehehe...