My shelter through the rain.

While eating dinner alone last night at home...

I started crying uncontrollably.

I almost cried again in school today.

So many things going on.

I have no time to say much now.

And i don't want to cry again while typing all the shit that happened.

But i just want to say something on a happier side.
And keep this in my blog memory.

Just as i felt my world crashing down..

My worried Bf sent me a sms, "Love you dear. Be anxious of nothing but let all your wishes and hopes be made known to God. He'll take care of it. You take care of yourself."

He made me realised that actually no matter how miserable i feel, i know not only he's there for me, he reminded me that God is. My faith, trust and hopes all lies in my faithful God.

I replied him, "Thank you dear. Don't know what will happen to me if I haven't known you. You're so special to me and I thank God for you."

And i do.


This song, just got stuck in my head.
because every single word in this song means how i feel towards my bf and also for God.

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared, losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around, yes

And when I'm down
You're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend,
For a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true,
I turn to you

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me

And when I need a friend
You're there always on my side
Giving me faith,
Taking me through the night, yeah

For a shield from the storm
For a friend,
For a love to keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
I turn to you,
Oh, yeah, oh

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to
Oh, oh, I
Turn to you
Oh, oh, yea

To keep me safe and warm, yeah, yeah
I turn to you
For the strength,
For the will to carry on, oh, oh
For everything you do,
For everything that's true,
For everything you do, oh, oh, oh
For everything that's true,
I turn to you